Where do I go from here??

I have come to a Cross Roads or a cross of Paths

Now what do I do?

Left or Right?

Its all up to you.

Do what is expected.

Do what makes you happy.

Going back and forth

A tug of war with my emotions

this course is rougher than being on the ocean.

Who will I be?

How will they see me?

Its all a matter of perception and acceptance,

Do I accept me for who I am and Who I want to be?

Is my judgment clouded and never just what it seems?

As I lay here in thought thinking, Man Its early

Wondering why I can't Let my heart Shine

Knowing that All I really need is Time.

As I stare down these paths knowing that I can only take one

Not knowing if they are good or bad or what harm they have done.

I notice at a glance one that, I, at first didn't quite see.

A path a little rough around the edges not quite as Pretty

But stands out now, Clearly, among the rest.

Now It's my time to take my " Leap of Faith"

Time to make some choices because It's the only way.

The only way to what....

I'm not quite sure.......

Am I destined to stand here and ponder forever more

Or will I make my own path

The one that's right for ME.

I'm So confused I just want to scream and yell

But I guess It's as they say...

Only Time Will Tell.

Written October 18, 2007